A good night sleep last night and a long nap this afternoon. I think I can go on with the process some more. Had a dream that all my identifying cards were gone and I couldn’t find them to identify who I am. I interpret that to mean that how I have defined myself is changing and right now there isn’t an identity so to speak or I am creating a new identity.
Me: Spirit Dad, as I was dozing off to sleep I had a thought about surrender. When you used to beat me, I would have to surrender to you to stop the beatings. It was all a power trip with you. The only choice I had was either surrender to stop hurting or to not surrender and to keep the beating going. As a child I surrendered, but not all of me surrendered. I fought back in…
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